( ash gets it, probably more than anyone understands. what the history books will not write — he never wanted to be president. in fact, he’d been prepared to throw the lot of it away, his entire future as a major in the us army and his eventual standing as a political super power, for the hope of happiness. a life away from the war — with cows and goats and farmland. with embry.
ash knelt down in the dirt, a ring in his hand, the first time embry told him no. so — he gets it. sometimes he wants to take the brain right out of his skull and smash it to pieces. )
Violence — pain, discomfort, they’re all tools to do that. I’m not going to say it works all the time, for every person. But there has to be some truth to it, given the amount of people who engage in BDSM. ( drawing his hands away, ash folds them together on the table between them, the same stance he takes when signing documents. treaties. ) Your problem is that you see pain and pleasure as opposites. They aren’t. The line is a lot thinner than you might think. When you’re getting fucked and choked at the same time, you aren’t thinking about dying — you’re thinking the exact opposite. You cum harder. You feel better.
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( ash gets it, probably more than anyone understands. what the history books will not write — he never wanted to be president. in fact, he’d been prepared to throw the lot of it away, his entire future as a major in the us army and his eventual standing as a political super power, for the hope of happiness. a life away from the war — with cows and goats and farmland. with embry.
ash knelt down in the dirt, a ring in his hand, the first time embry told him no. so — he gets it. sometimes he wants to take the brain right out of his skull and smash it to pieces. )
Violence — pain, discomfort, they’re all tools to do that. I’m not going to say it works all the time, for every person. But there has to be some truth to it, given the amount of people who engage in BDSM. ( drawing his hands away, ash folds them together on the table between them, the same stance he takes when signing documents. treaties. ) Your problem is that you see pain and pleasure as opposites. They aren’t. The line is a lot thinner than you might think. When you’re getting fucked and choked at the same time, you aren’t thinking about dying — you’re thinking the exact opposite. You cum harder. You feel better.
At least, that’s the hope.