( normally, he'd be specific. normally, he'd have a list. right now, though — he's just trying not to panic at the thought that all the soft moments with laura, in early mornings or drunken nights, only exist in his own head now. surely they'll all come back to laura — surely they have to.
but ash is a realist, and he has to prepare for the possible reality that they won't. he has to build from the ground up, starting small. he can do that. )
I like to be in control. But I won't do anything you don't want me to. What are you comfortable with?
i don't exactly like being told what to do [ ha ha ha ] or being restrained. [ ha ha HA ] can you work with that? it's fine if not, i'll find someone else.
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The first time I met you I fingerfucked you against a wall in a crowded nightclub.
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what would your expectations be, if we slept together now?
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but ash is a realist, and he has to prepare for the possible reality that they won't. he has to build from the ground up, starting small. he can do that. )
I like to be in control. But I won't do anything you don't want me to.
What are you comfortable with?
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i don't exactly like being told what to do [ ha ha ha ] or being restrained. [ ha ha HA ] can you work with that? it's fine if not, i'll find someone else.
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I can work with that. I don't want anyone else to do it.
( less responsibility, more i have no idea what's going on here, and i don't trust anyone with you. )
Do you remember where you live, or do you want to come over here?
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[ if this conversation feels...complicated, then that one is absolutely too complex to fathom right now ]
i can go there, if you tell me where there is.