[ why did he think being honest and genuine with hawkins fuller now would make any difference? he reads the messages and while he can see the burning jealousy for what it is, it makes tim feel strangely dirty. how can he say kind things, question his happiness, worry about his reputation - and then - that? ]
I hid everything for you and it wasn't enough. I don't think anything I did would ever have been enough for you. You made that very clear.
[ just like he's hiding his still fractured heart, held together with scotch tape and desperation. ]
Everyone says I'm sweet like it's some mortal sin. I refuse to change who I am. I refuse to believe that I have no purpose or meaning here, no matter what you, the General, anyone thinks.
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I hid everything for you and it wasn't enough.
I don't think anything I did would ever have been enough for you.
You made that very clear.
[ just like he's hiding his still fractured heart, held together with scotch tape and desperation. ]
Everyone says I'm sweet like it's some mortal sin. I refuse to change who I am. I refuse to believe that I have no purpose or meaning here, no matter what you, the General, anyone thinks.