It's not crazy. I knew you were special when I met you, I just never thought I'd be special enough for someone like you.
Babe. I think you should just google that one yourself - but make sure no one can see your screen. I don't know if you're ready for that. And, well, if you are, then we can talk...
But it would be easier if you were here. I don't know. Sometimes I miss being at work - running by your office or elbowing each other in meetings. I saw you all the time. I don't see you as much anymore, really, and while I love Delia and love our life, I sometimes miss those days.
Maybe that's not very fair of me. I just miss you, really. That's all it is. And a good boy does miss his man from time to time.
Nah. Not possible. You'd be special enough for any one of those bastards up there - I'm just a cut above the rest. Don't even hold a candle to you though.
What, the Greek alphabet? How bad can it be?
[he's in the car after loading up the groceries, so there's a little bit of a delay - ]
What the fuck.
[another, less lengthy delay.]
Are you...into this?
I miss it too. Not that I'm not grateful for Delia - christ, no - but I get it. We had a good life before all this. It was easier in a lot of ways - and maybe we took some of it for granted. Leaving early, late night dinners, staycations on a whim...
Hey, we can't help how we feel. And I feel it too - so you aren't alone. Not a very good man if I'm lacking on spoiling my boy though, am I?
... no, I'm not into that. You didn't believe me when I told you that the gay romances could be more cheesy and weird. Now you do.
Unless you really want me to walk around calling you Alpha, etc.
(Please don't make me).
But also you know you could still leave early, we could still take little staycations, have dinners. You'd just have to leave the other woman - the job - a little earlier. I won't tell her you're cheating on her, I promise.
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Babe. I think you should just google that one yourself - but make sure no one can see your screen. I don't know if you're ready for that. And, well, if you are, then we can talk...
But it would be easier if you were here. I don't know. Sometimes I miss being at work - running by your office or elbowing each other in meetings. I saw you all the time. I don't see you as much anymore, really, and while I love Delia and love our life, I sometimes miss those days.
Maybe that's not very fair of me. I just miss you, really. That's all it is. And a good boy does miss his man from time to time.
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What, the Greek alphabet? How bad can it be?
[he's in the car after loading up the groceries, so there's a little bit of a delay - ]
What the fuck.
[another, less lengthy delay.]
Are you...into this?
I miss it too. Not that I'm not grateful for Delia - christ, no - but I get it. We had a good life before all this. It was easier in a lot of ways - and maybe we took some of it for granted. Leaving early, late night dinners, staycations on a whim...
Hey, we can't help how we feel. And I feel it too - so you aren't alone. Not a very good man if I'm lacking on spoiling my boy though, am I?
I've got to make more time for us.
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Unless you really want me to walk around calling you Alpha, etc.
(Please don't make me).
But also you know you could still leave early, we could still take little staycations, have dinners. You'd just have to leave the other woman - the job - a little earlier. I won't tell her you're cheating on her, I promise.